leftovers from last year

it's a whole junk of some leftovers last year... would be a bit wasted if i didnt show it up here.. haha. hope you guys can interpret well from pictures as m not gonna write long long stories here... coz you guys knew me well, once started.. i just couldnt stop.. and it'l be too much for ya to digest then. there you go, some random shots here and there as i promised.

wonderful sunrise from my window that marks my day, everyday.. :)

erm sunset from my window too! :) so now you know why i cant concentrate studyin my gre. hmmph..

some other picture that doesnt make sense..

guess you know what this is..

what amaze me is the button of the elevator

hmm.. not so "children/shorty-user-friendly" is it?

@ One U .. i was sick..

huggin my pillow. surfin the net

then the big pillow came and hug his small pillow

jing yen's boy's birthday.. err. forgot his name suddenly.

@ siang's house

came back early from work, kinda bored, so ..

from alexis ampang (christmas eve :)

yao

butter

@ alexis

1st Jan 2009.. tired after a long day of...?

butter

butter again..

ma studentzzz!!!!!!!!! they're cute, they're noisy, they're warm, they're lovely!!!

DONE

hi all , wait wait,

need to clear these spider webs 1st..

long time dint post anything here dy.

Pour quoi?

pas-ce-que:

1. somehow the cable that connect my camera phone to the pc is

not functioning properly. thus, lotsa new pictures of mine were still buried in my phone..

2. i was extremely busy... assignments, mid terms, presentations, finals..

nop nop not my assignments, but my students...

yea. im busy marking them ...till vomit. but glad now, im done with them.

finished my syllabus and now it's time for me to take a deep breath before i start a new semester again in march.

anyway. JE SUIS HEUREUSE QUAND J'ENSEIGNE :)

hmm... must do some brief flashback before we hoop into 2009 tomorrow..

these are some summary on what i did/ experienced/ saw/ whateva:

1. i permed my hair. but it's not so curly. it's like naturally wavy. get what i mean? told ya i still have pictures in my phone dont worry.

2. i dyed my hair. haha.. not so obvious either, i cant afford to choose a bright or light colour because it needs constant touch-ups or else i'll look like some aunties in pasar malam with 2/ 3 tones hair. brother melvin mixed the colour for me, suits my skin tone quite well.. it's emm.. ( according to mel, some rasberry plus brown plus ash-ey colours.. well, no idea)

3. i received flowers and chocolates from my students!!!! it's touching.. really.

haha.. good lecturer--> good students!! ahemm.. had many sweet memories with my students anyway.

4. during the last class of (one of my tutorial classes) , all of my students in that class wear christmas hat. COOL, and they brought a raindeer hair band for me too... so we had the class on wearing these... WOW. i like it honestly.

took some pictures after the class, and they even sing some christmas carols etc..

5. my neck grew longer and longer waiting for my bonus.... pray hard it's a big one.

6.it's school holidays so my 2 lil' brothers came to my house in wangsa maju to sleep-over.. they had great fun i supposed :) love them much much.. christopher was so attached to the kotori chicks pc game and shawn was glued to xiangyao's comics..

7. im paying for lil brother christopher's violin lessons now.. to me, it's a proud thing for me to hao-lian (show-off) here. i'd always wish i can learn violin one day. but giving my lil bro chance to learn it 1st and then teach me later make me more altruistic, and kind... muahahaa..and someday, we can play musical instrument together, nice?

8. had the best christmas celebration with yao

he owed me 2 christmas before this, and this year...... we went to alexis ampang.

gosh im so in love with the place and the food and the performance, (they had this live band and vocal performing jazz and some carols. damn nice)

we just pampered ourselves in those tantalizing gourmet, swaying music, and nice le vin rouge, Bordeaux.. nice:) that was the 1st time i tried beef.. which is very very delicieux leh... it's raw, sliced in thin thin slices, Capaccio.. we also had some foie gras.. hmm.. but i dont think im into it.. i just took half. and errk...it's certainly a memorable night for both of us.

9. it's my semi holiday now... haha.. since i finished all the syllabus, im only required to go to college, signed in and then go home.. then, for cny.. will have a longer holiday. feb 9-14... maybe more.. but im not too excited though i would have to prepare for my GRE test.. well, because i was way too busy to focus on the preperation and this test is a no-play-play test.. (tough ), i reshedule my test date from 8th january to 12nd february... burnt a hole in my pocket too. the rescheduling fees was 50 (USD)... argggghhh.. what to do. need to "invest" for my dream .i think i do not need to mention what is my dream here..

10.. tomorrow is new year , a lot of thoughts in my mind, can hardly describe how i feel........... (my brain getting rustier cos long time dint blog.) erggg... i just hope that, i will get smarter, slimer, prettier, richer next year.

and i apologize on whateva mistake i did this year to those people i offended, hurt, upset, and disappointed..

re: bitches!!!

as promised.. here are the photos taken during upm dogathon in august 08..
went there with willy, yao, peipei, tingting, and edwinwin.. hahaha

my favourite doggy.. toy poodle.

arw gonna have one later in life.

this one looks abit like ursela in "little mermaid"

the kind of "lao-ban-niang" looktoy poodle again.

they came to me de !!!! i cant resist,

they just want my cuddle!! arw.. sweet. er.. this one.. hmm. like a broadway star. no comment.
this japanese-looking-dog's owner is actually a japanese.

willy's fav.

oh.. st. bernard. i actually dare not squat there to take photos with them.

so this was done by higher level dog fans-peipei

and member of the same breed, -yao
and the dog's gf-- willy .

see how compatible both look.

so, i opt for a more gentle and approachable one,

baby retriever.and a sze tzu.. the dog's hair smoother than mine,

was asking her what brand's conditioner she uses,

how often she do treatment and etc.
most charming breed of dog, the siberian husky,

i was told that he is from overseas. so the hair is nicer and his size is bigger

and more charming compared to his counterparts of local breeds.

the spiderdog!!!!!.. the outfit was too tight till his d*** shown clearly.

again .. my toy poodle. in lighter shades.
ooh.. i love these babies too much til i unintentionally pout.
sunsilk? schwatzkopft

another baby poodle.. arw.. my motherly love..
with husky.

cute cute brothers and sisters.. f4



ting with doggy
-fin-

busy busy busy

long time dint blog liao.. i was so busy..
for the past several weeks,
my schedule was packed with activities..

1. attended 3 course/seminar ... Expressive therapy module 4 + effective classroom management + and tar college open day marketing training seminar.

(the 1st one is my all time favourite.. yet travelling from wangsa maju to old klang road is tiring and costly to me.. there goes my rm900.

the 2nd is sponsor by the college.... the funny thing is, the seminar aims to enhance our classroom management skills so that classes are interesting ans alive, yet.. during the 2 day course... all of us were bored to death..so it aint as EFFECTIVE as they claimed to be afterall.

the 3rd also sponsor by the college.. to equipe us with information of the different schools/courses/programs/fees etc so that we can promote the college during open days, exhibition, roadshows, edu fair etc to sapu as many innocent students as possible..
so during the 2 day course, head of respective schools talk about their schools.. the program provided etc.. some were way too complicated and boring.. especially those loaded with technical terms beyond my understanding.

anyway did get benefits from 3 seminars mentioned above.
they keep serving food.. and not ordinary food, those were nice one, in other words, irresistable.
we were served morning tea at 10am then listen to ppl ngum ngum ngum then lunch at 1230pm then sleep in class for a while while listening to lullaby then ..haha.. tea break again at 3pm..
no wonder im gaining weight again.

yet. it's a good learning platform for me to brush up my interpersonal skills as well as public speaking. as there are many presentation session.. sometimes i was "volunteer-ed" by my group mates to present in front of others. ( others= over 100 staffs, ranging from lecturers to doctors to professors who are much much more experienced than me... im like a tiny naive baby ant in front of them)


2. french class

although it's only once a week, it does sucks up my mental and physical energy.. i like it very much, and i like our trainer damn damn much, he teaches us for free.. i mean we dont have to pay him and the college did not pay him either.... "salute!!!"
because of that, i practice hard de.. trying to pout my mouth and lips into sexy sexy shapes just to get the pronounciation correct.. and everytime i repeat certain word, it sounds different.. damn .. no consistencies..haha..
our trainer, Redha once ask me, why do you love french?
Redha: POURQUOI TU AIME FRANCAIS ?
butter: PAS CE QUE FRANCAIS EST UNE BELLE LANGUE.
(because french is a beautiful language)

dont be so amazed about that.. i dint say that out of my own intention.. i just say what he teaches la.. including the dialogue above. haha

anyway. the number of students getting smaller and smaller. i fear that the class will dismiss soon. as i told u Redha teaches us without recieving any pay, he might just stop the class if there are fewer and fewer students. if college pay, then maybe he has the obligation to remain teaching la.
anyway. after chatting with him (sometimes i went to class very early. so just me and him there)..i was told that he knew more than 5 languages.. spanish, italian, french, germany, etc other than his english-which-sounds-like-french..

3. convocation

hmm.. last weekend was busy for my convocation.. happy that my whole family came to support me.. and daddy and brother melvin were so unusually patient about the whole ceremony. little brothers enjoyed themselves, like watching Harry Potter.. (because graduans dressed in gowns, and robes. and vips also dressed in funny funny costumes.. haha so the whole hall looks like the witch school.
anyway, will upload pictures later... now lazy.

2 days after that, me and my family went to take studio potrait. it was damn damn fun because all 3 brothers of mine plus my dad wear coat, and tie, christopher wears a bow tie !!... it was very very very very cute to look at them dressing like that.. arw.... i love my macho and charming little brothers.... muax muax muax muax.. the photo wil be ready in october.. so i will definately post it here.... (our family potrait so nice, must hao-lian here).

4. exam invigilation

my students are having their exam week, so we, as lecturers need to invigitate lo.. and invigilation duty is so damn boring. i never realize this when i was in university.. pity those lecturers.. they have to walk and walk and wait and wait for 2 hours. and that 2 hours kill my patience... damn... other than distributing/collecting question papers and answer booklets and a piece of thread too short for those last-minute-only-cram-for-exam students to commit suicide, picking up student's pencils/pen/erasers/attendance slips/question paper/bottle/id card/exam slip/etc which fell on the floor.. sometimes i need to escort students to washroom too if the assistant is busy. and the trip from the exam hall to toilet is quite far... imagine the exam venue on 4th floor.... i remember well when i was struggling to walk down the stairs in my heels that kills, the student turn to me and said " miss, sorry har... need to take me go toilet.. " broken english but touched my heart a bit la..
so each of us were assigned 8 sessions of duty, scattered around 2 weeks. i had gone thru 2 of them , 6 more to go.. damn.

5. going back to utar

need to go back to utar to certify my certs, testimonials, result transcripts etc.. hope can appeal to Ptptn so that they waive my loan for being a 1st class graduate. but i heard most probably they wont cos from my batch onwards, they changed rule liao.. i dunno la.. just try.. wont try wont know.

6. friends gatherin.

meet some old friends from high school. havent see them for so many years liao.. kinda wierd feeling, but after warming up.. that sense of closeness comes back again. i cherish each and everyone of u, hope u guys have fun in whateva u do and all the best. anyhow, everytime go for gathering also remind me of my long lost friend- fanzoo chinglee.
just wanna let her know that (if she have the chance to read this). i miss her like crazy. i realy really wish she would at least reply my message, since no one can contact her right now, dunno what she's doing, dunno if there is anythin happen to her or not.suddenly disappear liao.. just wanna tell her that she is a frequent intruder in my dreams.. that i miss her so much sometimes just thinkin of her would bring tears to my eyes. alright, aint gonna go deeper, my eyes are misty now.



7. many task in my "to-do-list"

haih.. preparing for the next semester lo, wil be taking 2 papers..
need i say more?

8. TOEFL exam is around the corner.

i'll be sitting for the exam with roomate peipei in 28th september.
two words to describe -----> SEI GARNG ( translate from cantonese: sure die)

9. tight budget

now i'll be paying mummy 500 per month, planning to send didi christopher to learn some musical instrument. planning to buy a violin, planning to buy willy's phone for didi cos the phone he is using was so old dy, cant really function well liao. haih.. many things in my wish list as well leh... i wana curl my hair, wana go shopping and sapu gao gao, wanna go for permanently remove my ugly hair on both legs.. wana go to the beach!!!!! wanna unwind and have fun.. wanna....... etc
but cannot stil, cos october there is another course again, expressive therapy last module.. must must must pay 900 and finish the whole thing so that i can get a stupid cert for my future purposes...
life is tough, isnt it?


10. i wil survive!!
pray for me la. thanks

sunday

it's a boring sunday.
no plans.. and ppl seems no planning to have plans.
it's alright.
maybe i should just get a life.
dependency kills.
fear of returning to square one.
but i just couldnt help it.
damn