sweet pussy~~

some of ya noticed im a fan of this >>>>because..?

it comes in pink and white ( fav colours)

it's adorable

girly and sweeeeettt...

hmm.. and it doesnt has a mouth.

means no bitching haha..

nyways, while i was shoppin with yao yesterday in

wangsa walk mall (near my place).

i was glued to these....

hello kitty parfum! ^^

call me act cute/bimbotic/childish/princess wannabe/watsoeva.

"im so gonna have this" i said to myself.

comes in 3 different types, all with different tones and scents.

1st bottle:

verdict: a bit too strong for my liking

like the packaging nyways..

2nd.

verdict: erm.. okay okay ler... nothing special... smells quite similar to my overdue

bodyshop EDT

3rd.

Verdict: AAAAAAAHHHHHHH ( orgasmic)

the second i sniff it, it awakens the baby princess-y in me!!!

oh... it was mild. it was so pure and soft.

hate those perfum that have very strong connotation and strong existence.

unlike those catchy and attention-grabbing scents, this one is very subtle and innocent.

kept me sniffing for more, as if it comes from a soundly asleep baby.

~ very very natural ~

i can totally be comfortable in it. as if im born with this mild and sweet scent.

this 3rd bottle is alcohol-free. that means it's gentle enough to our skin and according to

the salesgal, even babies and toddlers can use it.

if i have a baby, wouldnt think of spraying expensive perfum on him/her lo,

not because it's a waste of money. it's unhealthy. (though some perfum is safe to be used on babies) i stil wont do it....

cos all the while to me, baby smells good, they smells just fine.

( i kinda addicted to their natural milky/powdery-scent dunno why, thus explained how much i enjoy sniffing my 2 younger bros when they're still babies)

hmm... i wonder why human were not born having nice smells...

imagine when we poops, it smells good. when we sweat, it smells good.

when we pick our ears, the earwax smells like rose..

or etc.

the world will be a better place.

suddenly reminds me of ppl in lrt/bus with strong B.O

or ppl in the lift on saturday afternoon that smells like the just woke up from 100 years sleep

. .. i can totally imagine how their bed and old rugged jeans and dirty t-shirts smell.

i dun understand. at least you should bathe 1st before coming out from ya house and haunt others.

OMG. they stinks.

or. other option. pls invest in deodorant or etc. it's definately another form of pollution too, mind you.

nyways... i always tell baby yao he smells great. i like his natural B.O. dunno why... haha

i heard that if couples like each other's scent it means their genes are compatible with each another's...... wonder if he likes my smell too.

*** some students said my hair smells good. kinda funny and weird they were standing close to me asking bout assignments and all of a sudden, tells me that my hair smells good.. -.-lll****

alright back to my kitty parfum, comes in 3 sizes too.. of course i chose the largest one. value for money ma:) as im a big fan of perfums and EDTs, i found this relatively affordable compared to other mega brands like paco rabanne ( dun correct my spelling), jean paul gaultier, j'adore' dkny bedelicious, burberry etc. thus if you're looking for something girly and sweet, and affordable... choose this...>>>>

i dint notice this til i post this pic... saw silly yao yao invading my sweet picture. hmmmpppfff..

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i know it's kinda irrelevant here, but i think i should post what yao bought on the same day too.. i think it looks like my brother christopher.. sorry didi... haha, this is cute too ( in a totally opposite way in comparison to my kitty)

that's for now. bye my dearest blogdersss!!! :*

my last post

this is ma last post.. (for 2009, dont fret)

time flies.

another few more hours, we'll be marchin into 2010.

i guess it happens to losta ppl out there, everyday seems to pass by faster and faster.

without realizin it, a week followed by another, and one month is gone just like that.

i dun even feel like i have time to breath.

yet there's so many things to do,

so less time for me. (though i slept a lot, and fb alot)

and now im sitting here in ma office,

having 3 hours break..

waiting for the 3-6pm class

(OMG, who'll wanna work on new year's eve?)

fortunately i brought my lil white lappie

which i can online here ( office PCs dont have internet connection, how hideous)

lotsa things happened this year,

just let me do a BRIEF summarization.

1. i've visited clinics for about 10 times this year, have had health probs ranging from diarrhea,

gastritis (is that how you spell it?) , food poisoning, flu, fever, sore throat, and a lot more wtf.

2. i've learnt a lot of new stuffs

eg: photoshoping boobs (though i neva post/use/publish my photoshopped pictures, i

swear... did it just for fun), violin, ermmm..... im sure there're more, i just couldnt think of

any right now. learnt to use double eyelid glue. ( now you guys out there knew im faked up.

hmmppfff.. maybe i shouldnt have tell you this)

3. i had the scarriest nightmare

from which i woke up and cry disastrously and shocked baby yao.. luckily he was there to

wake me up gently by calling "bubi.... bubi...... bubi.... " and comfort me right after

anyway the dream was about being isolated and ignored by friends.... featuring alot of my

buddies.. what a dream!!

4. had salary increment!!! and bonus!!

though the amount is soooo insignificant to the naked eye, it's stil something good right?

5. got to meet new people

met some wonderful people @ work and play. a lot of gratitude for those who passed me alot of positive vibes and encouragement, for those who believed in me and shared a lot of

laughter together.

6. parting with some special ones

2 special friends left the country to gain more personal/professional exposure, left me

wandering what the hell im stil stuck in m'sia and when's ma turn.. haha..

anyways, im happy that they have the oppotunity and may my friends be safe and happy

eventhough they're so so far away.

7. reconcile with someone important

tears dropped when i saw the message left from this special person. all my blessings with

him/her. im glad im stil special ( or at least i believe i am) to you :) some bonds are so strong and indestructible, it'll connect us together regardless of the distance between us. love you lotss

8. got a new lappie.. and it's no ordinary lappie, it's my lil white mac baby

alright i should stop hao-lian-ing about this AGAIN & AGAIN in every blog post. haha

9. made lotsa mistakes

..... learnt how to accept failure and embarrassment, regrets and guilt, and stood up and get over 'em and move on.. nah, we couldnt afford to squat at the fucking same old spot we fell

and mourn for too long, just wipe ya tears and get your butt up... the world is too happening for us to hide in the corner and cry for decades, we just need to keep exploring and learning, and failling, and falling, and getting up again, and learn how to just start fresh again. nothing waits for ya. you just need to constantly pick up/catch up with the crazy pace.

10. went for a breath-taking trip

sun, sea, corals and reefs, tans and coconuts, and sexy bartender.

buddies and i were exhausted and all stressed up in life, thus went for a very nice and sinful escapades...

photos here

11. gained weight and lost it off again.. muahhahaha.. curse me for having slim legs, be jealous.. muahaha....

12. lotsa friends and relatives got married this year, indirectly reminding me in a harsh way

that im AGING.

13. biao-mei wenwen gave birth to a sweet and lovely baby girl.. arwwwww...... jealous jealous..

i knew it's other ppl's business not mine, but im so gonna post it too anyway. the baby is

sooo cute.

14. watched both lil brothers growin up into a man ( stil in process).

OMFG they've both 'sprout' and gained so much height. not forgetting those cute lil zits all around their faces.... muahahahaha. now, it's their turn !! dunno why, everytime when im

with my cute lil bros, i'll felt like i owe them a lot... (maybe im staying far away from them and only got to see them bi-weekly), my motherly instinct will sorta flow.. i just hope

they'll grow into a healthy man and love their life as much as i love them now :) sometimes it's so heart-warming that when i reach home/ leave, they'll hug me tight... arww... and

sometimes they'll call me at night and ask me something bout the pop songs they're

listening to and talk bout their school and clubs and not forgeting " pet society stuffs"

etc.......in silence, i selfishly hope and pray that they still love me this much, and we'll still

be this close to each another in heart even when they have galfriends and stuffs.

15. went for a drink with a guy i admired MANY YEARS AGO and chat for quite a long time,

that night we when sat together and talked about lotsa things, the number of words or

things we said that night far exceeds that of what we had during the 2 years i knew him. Ha! during that 2 years i was so timid and shy ( but im courageous enough to wrote him love

letters and even gave him my diary.. and then he started dating my best friend.. and of

course it breaks my heart that time.. and we lost contact for many many years.. i think if im not mistaken 6 years ago?) anyway, the past is the past, im happy with my life now.. i dint regret doing silly things i did last time cos i felt that i'm receiving all the good 'karma' now muahahaha... and im cherishin my love life now more than eva.

nevatheless felt relieved that he's doing fine and striving

hard for his career and future now. dunno when i'll be seeing him again but i think that's it :) im contended with this state, it's no longer an unfinish-business of my past anymore. i've found someone dear to call my man, and i am very much satisfied in my relationship with my baby yao. not that he's perfect or what, i just think that i couldnt find anyone else who better suits me more compared to yao. and im so so glad and blessed to end up with baby

yao. just hope we can grow old together. ( oh yao baby, dont get too happy now, continue reading, there's a small part solely dedicated for you!! * wink*)

16. tried Icewine.

OMG.. it's uber orgasmic!! a sip of it sent you to heaven.

had it for our valentine home-cooked dinner, me and baby yao adores it very much.

17. witness the hardship of baby yao and his achievements.

this year is an effin busy year for yao. never ending work work and work .

i was beside him i saw his effort, i saw how hardworkin he is..

and i look up very much to him. man who is serious in his work is always attractive.

*blush**

nyways, i knew i changed a lot for him too.. i became less demanding ( i think la) and more

patience (alright, need to confess, i'll stil get upset and angry sometimes but i'll get over it very soon). i learnt to be more independent and strong especially when he's not around.

and i knew i need to give him enough space for him to strive hard now :)

we both do not come from rich family, yet we shared the same spirit and goals, that is to

have a better life for our future family and also to let our parents taste abundance.

and i know he mean it by observing his action. im amazed. apart from working, he helped me and my family alot, especially when it comes to fetching me here and there. ( im the eldest

child, too many responsibilities to bear, but he supported me and help us through, when

daddy is not free to fetch didi for violin classes, he'll be the one who'll make time to help us,

when mommy need someone to help her pay car installment etc.. he'll be the one to help and never ever have i see any hesitant or resistant of him or any grievance of him in helping us)

when im tired and wanting someone to comfort me.. i'll stand up and move one fast when i

know he is even more tired than me haha..

his work requires him to travel, and imagine when he just started working, he has no car.

he's buzzin from place to place in kl/pj/klang valley by PUBLIC TRANSPORT. imagine that.

imagine taking lrt --> bus--> taxi to a place under the hot sun and then was told that the

client wanted to cancel the appointment. if i were him i'll be very DULAN and cry lo.. ( no la.. just an expression).. but again and again he showed resilience and stood up fast enough with positive vibes and spirit and patience.. and continue his work with lotsa dedication and faith.

but his effort bears fruit. haha. and he's qualified to have me... ( poke my nose high high!!) hahaha.. all in all, just wanna say i love him and appreciate all his hard work and

contributions! and those days we need to take public transport for a date.. and now at last, he has his own car :) yeshhh im proud of him and i neva hide this!

***salute*** im learning from him and i know i can be as good too!

alright enough polishing his shoes, i should move to the next item before you guys close this window

18. 1st time experiences.....

of...

~ involved in junior chamber ochestra

~ modelling for a friend's photoshoot (just for fun nia, nothing professional. nyways, i like the photos very much ..

**p.s. SKY, this is a subtle reminder for ya, stil owe us some other pictures... hahahaha***

~ wearing a lovely kimono

~ went clubbing with my brother

~ learn to hold and play a violin ( always wanted to do it since eons ago)

~ some painful experiences which i neva wanna mentioned here, thanks baby yao and babe

peach for all the emotional and physical support. i'll be strong, i have to.

~ took initiative to volunteer in doing/learning something new. Thx Dr. Chai for the

opportunity.

~ learn to use a mac.. ( alright.. ZIPPP ma big mouth)

~ wore a bikini, (in gold colour mind you)

~ did facial (ahh... i should've discovered this earlier. to hell unsightful skin and pimples...

my face GlOWS now.. maybe not yet, but it's getting far better than before.

~ did pedicure.. it sorta tickles.. but it's sooooooo pampering and yumsss!! love it!

~ and MOREEEE...... im running outta time

19. this year passed by so damn fast!

i've shed tears and shared laughter.. make friends and (hopefully not foes).

stood up tall, and growin strong. learn to love myself more and more and more ( i think my close friends starting to get annoyed by my vainness n narcissism. anyway. i have no regrets on things i did n m looking forward for new year ahead. full of hope and faith. wanting to gain more wisdom each day!!!

alright. bye all, rushing for class.. might blog very very soon i'll be free 2 weeks later. (wicked smile)

have a wonderful year ahead!!

happy 2010!!!

love y'all very very very the much.

hohoho !!

moved to new place..it wasnt easy.

4 gals did it on our own! haha.. proud not?

felt like hua-mulan suddenly for those few days..

lotsa bruises and cuts to show off!

introducing my room! ( our room actually, im sharing it with potato pei)

some beloved stuffs:)

OMG if there's a sudden earthquake or evacuation etc.. i would die in " indecisiveness" because i have so many precious stuffs to be saved. which one 1st?

christmas hat in pink. kept it for years. stil looks brand new, agree?

dont have the courage to wear it outside though... i looked like a ding-dong in it.

here stil okay, maybe because it matches with ma slippers?

japanese doll from bukit tinggi.

jean paul gaultier (is that how you spell it?) from dad

one of some stuffs i bought to pamper maself. eyemask from la senza. with diamante.

eyemask becomes handy especially when you're sharing the room with ya babe.

water tumbler.. (sigh, i conned yao in buying me this as i promised to drink plenty of water. but...)

graduation gift from yao baby

floor mat from watson?

okay i dint make ma bed. i dont think it's neccessary as you're gonna fall asleep on the same place every night. what's the purpose of folding ya blanket if you're gonna use it very frequently across the day? opps.

roomie pei babe has another pair..hers--> lil moo moo cow.

messy. you'll know if you're a lecturer

yao's christmas pressie for me.

we both know the story behind this gift. kinda touchy.

lil white- nothing-extraordinary-box.

unwrapped.

OMG i said. when i saw the words.. wateva it is inside. i dun care.

platinum necklace with topaz as pendant. major loves!!!!!
look good on me bo??

here's my gift for him

( i know it looked a bit ciplak, but hey, im broke and it wouldnt mean anything if i buy him something expensive using his own money. that's why i decided to give him a self-made calender filled with our photos, since he's moving to his new place too. he needs a calender.

though i did felt a bit guilty to show my gift. it looks a bit cheap in comparison to what he gave me

merry christmas everyone, how ya celebration??
okay, lil white suddenly appear out of nowhere. ( kinda random i know)

photo taken during my 1st performance ( violin junior chamber) for christmas celebration of the music school. played songs like:

- elderweise

-the circle of life

-phantom of the opera

**can you spot me?

lotsa love, bye!

this post is kinda short ... im busy. told ya.

harlow...

sorry for abandonin my blog for ages..im back!

the reason i wasnt updating was:

1. lack of motivation

2. lack of time

3. lack of a functional laptop ( gotta scratch this, as i got my new lappie

4. lack of energy

5. lack of pictures ( was being demotivated by the quality of pictures my phone takes)

6. lack of a conducive environment

7. uber heavy teachin load.

8. plus i've volunteered to be involved in a research study ( halfway through though)

9. yao was super loving thus butter was more inclined to spent time with him instead of bloggin, it's not that he is not lovin in the past, but things just get better, or perhaps we dont have much time together as he's busy with work at ALL times, we cherish the moment spent together more than eva.

10. alright, gotta confess im just lazy.

11. i know im lazy usually, but not to that extent if it is not caused by factors 1-9.

12. i have plenty of excuse

will be bloggin more often though, coz:
imma gonna repeat this again and again...

i've got a new macbook!!!!

the 1st day of using it was memorable, or say, difficult.i cant even "right click" using the trackpad.felt like im a new bridegroom who's so excited bout gettin married and yet doesnt know how to Fuck his wife during their 1st night. alright. not that bad.but i just have to admit, im not I.T literate, and being a new mag user is a breath of fresh air on moon.. let me tell you the truth what i know bout computers are just :

-powerpoints, spss, words and excel

-the spider game

-FB

-reading blogs

-bloggin

-emails

-research

-ppstream **

-google for my fav fashion accesories.

-etc ( limited)

**having said that, i cant watch Sex & The City now on mac as it doesnt support pps, or pps doesnt support mac ( i dunno how to put it, either way will do as long as it makes sense to you)

nyways, im lovin my mac more and more every day as i discover and learn how to build rapport with this white baby.

indulged a lot in photo booth (vain me.)and i tunes...
evidences as below:

unlimited camwhores using the built-in camera called isight !!

in my pyjamas and XXmakeup

yao laughed at me at 1st, and then got infected by the C-W syndrome too!

pic below taken when we just got it! carefully unwrapped the package, and here's our spankin new baby!!

alright, this post shall end abruptly. wait for more.

love & peace,

butter the happiest.

randomzz..zzz..Zzz

simple ways to make myself happy:


1. pretend to be literate by :
idling at some cozy place i called home.
and camwhore at the same instance.

2. heels that kills for a shoe-fetish, moi!

females neva eva have enough pairs of shoes....

might wanna introduce my whole collection nex time.

3. new lil' storage for my countless beauty products and accessories. ( 3-tier cabinet in the middle ) great steal from watson.

4. new googles.... swimmin is therapeutic and rejuvenating.

5. pinky heart shape mirror to feed my narcissism.

one of the very precious way to get connected with my inner soul.

see the side mirrors? i can easily check whether my lashes are standin in the correct degree or allignment bo. or to check whether yao is gazing at me.. or what website edwin is browsing at. ...alright ignore the pink letters.. some says positive inner talk helps change stubborn facts.

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* i wanna post my redang pics... and make you envious bout my trip.

* wanna post a lot of other things as well

* but cant upload photos.. wtf. a lot of kinks in using blogger.... hmmph!

* heard that tonight might have meteor rain. wish to witness one of these while im living on earth. * fingers crossed* wish you luck too! * slap ya butt**

* bye